Big guns when I go 2 Paris

I use 2 be all caught up and trapped in my dramas, it gave me no time 4 swimming or creating, no time 4 living. I was so dramatic, that I even wrote small pathetic poems. I publish them here, a bit embarrassed, but c the irony or c what u want.

"Feeling sorry for me" "stuff" seem 2 b popular across the world and over. Titanic, or the other movies where characters die, fall in love, are ugly, family issues... The list is endless, I laugh now days when I c silly dramas ex. Gossip Girl, Sex and the city, scenes when it feels like the director was aiming 4 some tears 4 the viewers, I bet that he gets them though. Some times it becomes a bit awkward when I c dramas and shit at the theaters, solitary laughter in a crowded silent room, with good acoustic.

The poem, half of it, and another one. I'm not sure if u can see them, corruption a cored.

Hearts thorned to peaces of raw meet
Shivering from head to feet
Communication killed me
Morals, norms I cant be
No where to escape
Just places to get raped

Beauty turned old and Grey
We are not gay
Drama, my tale
I feel so pale
That World, spinning to fast
I'm always he who comes last

A blur of drugs
Rotting, my soul filled with bugs
People I cant understand
A country witch isn't my land
A culture I feel no pride
I wish I could hide

No balance between reality and fake
My mind is awfully baked
Only red pills I eat
choices are made as we cheat
I used to be me
Also... I used to see.

Loving the hate out of life
Leaving it not once, but twice
Understanding in my own way
I am great, they say
“They” is nothing I care
Cause after all... It's all about me and what I wear

Loving the hate out of me
In the end it's not about he or she
Knowing, being secure of who I am, now
Not caring of what to do, or how
Freedom I try my deepest dance
Knowing it will give me another chance
Once in a while I fall
Doesn't matter, I am tall

Hating the love out of you
I'd rather line up in cue
Knowing it leads to no good
One two three I touched wood
One two three, loosing time as it ticks
Nothing you have will ever fit
Nothing you are will I be
Time for me to listen and see.

Choose life, but spare it the Drama. Fuck your wife. B careful with what you create.